Weightlessness

ASA

 

Long time no see!!!!! Well I have been very busy. I moved, I have a lovely new place and I just love it. I started classes, So far so good. I have an A so far, Inshaallah I will be able to keep it until the class is over in two weeks.

My daughter stated classes this summer. She still my baby even though she is in college. The kids are in Islamic school for the summer. They go tfrom 9-230 so it is all day alhumduillah. My oldest son is with  my mom. While I am so greatful for my time I had with him he just could no tblend it with the other kids. He felt out of place and so did they. So he is close to me now so we can maybe try to blend ourlives together slowly instead of all at once.

I have been thinking of closing my blog since I am so busy lately. These kids are workign me over time and I’m working on 2 master degrees. I am wore out. However I really need this outlet. So I will keep it up but maybe change topics.

I feel great, My life is so full and I am doing things I love. I am with my kids alot more. Even though it seems like less time I really feel like I am with them alot more than I was overseas. I am single nd lovin it. Yeah I fell lonely at time but for the most part I am NOT wanting to find a man. I love being able to come and go a I please. I like being in charge of my life and not have to think of another person’s feelings or thoughts. I dont want to share right now. YUP thats being selfish but OH well.

I am drama free. I have no one or nothing crazy going on in my life or the life of people around me. I dropped some friends and stopped reading blogs that are filled with drama or glorify a lifestyle that is full of drama or against things I fully hold true.

One person I dropped is Yusra, I have heard another person did the same thing and believe me there is a good reason. Everything that glitter is NOT gold and many times people give off one side of a personality to cover up another one. I would love it if you do not comment on my blog or read it again. I am not backbiting you I am saying it for you and the world to see. STAY AWAY! I feel you are toxic and you love to pull people down with you. I think you have alot of issues and I am glad to not have to hear about them anymore.

Because of being able to let things and people go I feel like I am a state of weightlessness. I feel light and free. I feel able to do things I didnt feel liek I could do before. Inshaallah whatever plan Allah, swt, has in store for me I am willing and able to take it on heard first. I know whaever it is It will be good for me even if I dont enjoy it at the time.

See you soon

~ by livinglifeandlovinit on June 21, 2009.